the worst kind of hell is the one inside
the one in your mind
the one that swarms with demons
its the most dangerous
the demons tell you sinister things
they scream at you and yell until you obey
they say "your nothing" "go die nobody will care" "your fat" "nobody likes you"
you try not to listen
you slowly start believing
once they see you gave in a bit
they chant "cut cut cut" "don't you dare eat that" "take the pills it will all go away" "go get the rope"
they start killing you slowly
they make you feel dead on the inside
they make you cut yourself, starve yourself, medicate yourself, think about ending it all
then they go